March 7, 2026

Today's a good day. I mean it's not apart of my best days, but nothing too wrong really happened I think. It went relatively well.

I went to school and passed out a buncha cake to people. There was the carrot cake Sage and I made, and there was also the strawberry shortcake I got for my birthday. Two of my sophomore friends, who I'll call Cat and Deer, had a Tupperware of my carrot cake and then another sophomore friend, who I'll call Moon had my Tupperware full of the shortcake. She said she love strawberry.

I went into my first block, Cat and Deer sat next to each other. Since their table is full I sat on the side. I don't mind of course, as much as I like talking I do like doing my work too. I watched them eat carrot cake and laugh a bit as my teacher talked in class. Cat also made a mini comic story about killing Deer with a knife over carrot cake. Like Deer stole Cat's carrot cake in the story and then she killed her with a fork. Those two are quite funny, but also way off. I love em.

In my second block I gave away some more cake to some kid who loves carrot cake. He lit up, and was like "YEAH, I WOULD LOVE SOME CARROT CAKE. I LOVE CARROT CAKE." And I gave another one to my teacher and said he can return my Tupperware whenever. I chatted with Sage a bit in that class. I've been feeling less nervous. I made her laugh a couple times, and I laughed a couple times too. But she's quite great to talk to.

In my WIN class, I've been sitting with this girl since the start of the new term. The two of us have gotten quite close. I do like her very much. I'll refer to her as "Silly" for now since I can't think of any other name. Anyways, we always talk in that class. Like there's only like 8 kids in there and it's only us talking. She's a yapper and I'm a yapper. She unloaded her bag and basically showed me all the things in her inventory. It was funny. There is so much things in her bag. We also briefly talked about how we laugh when things are sad because sad things are awkward. It's sort of a coping mechanism. The two of us are similar in ways, and she's quite a joy to be around and talk to.

I sat by C and Sage during lunch today. I love sitting by those two. C is very talkative, and she talks and talks and I love it so much. There's never dead air and I appreciate it quite a bit. Whenever Sage and I talk, sometimes I'm scared of dead air. And I try to keep the conversation going. I'm glad that when she came over we just continued to talk and there wasn't much dead air. But anyways, C is a great talker and a great person to be with. She sort of shines in a way that I admire. And I think Sage thinks so too.

Not too many more eventful things happened in my next 2 classes. I talk, chat, laugh. Do work, don't do work. My basic day really.

As I was going to sign into my very last hour, I ran into Sage and C. Well, not really run into, we have the same class. I love those two. Anyways, C tells me about how we are in the same classroom for ACT (which is on Wednesday. It's Monday right now). She was quite smiley about it. I told her I did know. Which I did, Sage had told me when she came over. Sage then said it's alphabetical order. I joked about how that classroom will be filled with so much yap, since Sage, C, and I are all yappers. Like SUPER yappers. It's great, I love yappers. I also joked how that other kid would just be sitting in there lol. After checking in with our teacher, C mentions how it's funny that us friends are in the same classroom and we all happen to be in alphabetical order. I guess it shouldn't mean so much, but it made me happy when she metioned us being friends. Well, I'm not actually sure if she was referring to her and Sage, or including me too. I mean, I knew I was friends with Sage already, but it made me happy that C thought I was friends with her too. I mean I am, I'd refer her as such on my end. I just always overthink whether or not the other person would consider me a friend. I've always been like that. So hearing the other person regard me as a friend always makes me happy. It makes me feel included with her and Sage, and it just fills me with so much joy. I also had another thought too. I thought about how if we are alphabetical order, would it mean we'd all be by each other during graduation. Well, if we all graduate at the same time I mean (like if none of us graduates early). I'd be quite happy to sit next to those two during graduation. I'd be very happy.

During my free time, like the last 25 minutes of school (it's sort of like a studyhall for everyone in the school) I was with my sophomore friends. Moon had recently gotten her phone taken away, so she was just drawing. I was with Moon and Deer, and we were hanging out in the lunchroom, but I guess they call it the "commons" here. Anyways, I worry about Moon. She very obviously isn't feeling too well since yesterday. I did call her yesterday too, and I could hear her tearing up. For whatever reason I feel quite maternal towards her. I don't know why, but I just care about her a lot. Anyways, I feel like I need to watch out for her a little. I wouldn't want her suffering on her own.

I gave her a hug before I went home. I'm not a big hugger, and physical touch has always been awkward for me. But I wanted to give her a hug. I mean it was sort of an awkward hug too, but y'know. I also don't really mind Moon being touchy with me. For whatever reason I've just never minded (and she's quite touchy). Anyways, I hope she's doing okay.

-R.

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