March 12, 2026

I've been meaning to write about the last couple days but I've been getting lazy. Rather, I've been too tired to really write anything.

On Tuesday (today is Thursday for reference), the morning was quite hetic. Deer and Moon's bus was late that morning (they ride the same bus) and I was waiting for them with Cat. We waited for a bit before deciding that we should just go. So we did. For context, before I moved into that class, the table I sit at is already full. There are only 4 seats, and it's taken up by 4 people already. However, there's been people missing here and there so I sit there from time to time. For further context, there's this girl, for the sake of not making things complicated I'll call her Kracken (that is Deer's name for her, not mine). Deer and Kracken don't get along. More specifically, Kracken hates Deer because she talks a lot. And Deer hates Kracken because Kracken is rude to her despite Deer not relly even doing anything to her. Anyways, me and Cat arrive to class and the other kid is sitting in his seat. I tell him not to move out of his seat, and me and Cat talk about how whoever doesn't sit in that seat will be really mad. We kept checking to see who would come in, and sure enough it's Deer. Eventually, Kracken comes into the class and tells Deer to move out of her seat because "she always sits there and it's her seat" (we don't have assigned seats). Eventually, Kracken gets so mad at Deer because she won't move out of the chair, I thought Kracken was going to slap her. But instead she calls out to the teacher and tells her to tell Deer to move out of the spot because it's "her spot". The teacher says that it's not her spot because she doesn't have a seating chart. At this point, Kracken is FUMING. She gathers all of her stuff and yells "THIS IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS. YOU'RE (the teacher) FUCKING PATHETIC. I HATE YOU." as she stomps out the door. She SLAMS the door so damn hard the clock literally was about to fall off of the wall. Like it practically flipped at a 90 degree angle. Anyways, a girl comes into the class looking all terrified as the class sorta laughs at this dumb crash out. Later on in class, the girl who was in the hallway says that Kracken literally squatted down and slammed the door. WHICH WAS HILARIOUS. It was so funny.

Anyways, that day wasn't too much eventful I don't remember...I mean me and Sage talked and laughed like always in class. I sat with the group of kinda weird kids during lunch and cackled over the OUTRAGEOUS thing someone said. Some girl was talking about blowing up the girls bathroom after Taco Bell, and another girl goes "Yeah and your eyes roll back." HELLO?? Me and Silly look at each other, and another girl, I'll call her Bunny, her mouth just HANGS open. Silly and I just laugh, BECAUSE HOW ELSE DO YOU RESPOND TO THAT?? I've haven't laughed that hard in FOREVER. MY GOD. It was such a weird thing but GOD, laughing was the only reaction I could do. I fell asleep in 3rd block and I don't really remember much about my last class on Tuesday.

On Wednesday it was the ACT. FOR FIVE HOURS I WAS TRAPPED IN A ROOM. TESTING. LOOKING AT A SCREEN. FOR. FIVE. HOURS. I mean I'm glad that I don't have to worry about ACT anymore. It wasn't really a worry before, but like there was pressure about it for a while. I'm glad it's finally done and dealt with. I was right, during our break times Sage, C, and I just yapped with the teacher. The other kid was so quiet, it was weird. He's usually quite loud so he was LOCKED IN. Sage made a joke about how he'd get a 37. Anyways, for the last 4 months my mind has been so empty. Usually, I'd have pacing thoughts or music playing in my head, but it's been QUIET. It's so weird. Anyways, I learned yesterday that I still have an active mind. I just have to be bored enough and it has to be quiet enough for it. Literally it was so annoying, I wanted to just focus on my test and all I hear in my head are songs. I mean, all Sage heard was Starbust Jellybeans, so I think we're fine. Anyways, I can't drive so I had to stay at school until the buses came. Thankfully I was there with Silly, because I think I'd cry if it was a repeat of my 8th grade graduation (a story for another time). Anyways I was there for 3 hours. Me and Silly chatted and LAUGHED OUR ASSES OFF. Like not even a giggle, like full on WITCH CACKLE. It's great. I finally downloaded Snapchat because of her. There was also this weird special ed kid there. He's not weird because he's special ed, he's weird because he's just weird. Like he's been caught jerking off in class weird. And he hits on freshman type of weird. Like everyone excuses it because he's spec ed, but he's still pretty weird. Anyways, he's constantly been "hitting" on me. And it's so weird. I actually hate it so much. I get so uncomfortable. I was in a room with him and thank God Silly was there with me. Everytime he'd say something, we'd just look at each other and giggle (well, cackle). I also remember paying the remainder for my AP test to my guidance counselor and she went "I owe so many people money..I don't want to owe my students money too.." I gave her a 60 and she owed me a 5 back. Anyways, the funny part of this was that Silly wanted a drink from a vending machine, but it only took singles. So I asked my guidance counselor if she had any, and she said no. We then went on a mission to see if anyone could break Silly's 5 into singles. Eventually we got called back by the guidance counselor and she magically had 5 singles. She gave them to me, and I traded it for Silly's 5. Silly got a Bubblr and some Pastachios for like 2.50 each. Anyways I went home and SLUMPED out, I was so tired. I also texted Sage something and I remember her saying she was sleepy around 8, and she was salty and wanted to prove me wrong. It was funny. She went to sleep like an hour later. Well, she didn't. She went to sleep at 10, which is exaxtly the time I told her she would.

Today was kinda boring. Sleepy morning (Kracken made sure to get her seat today, and snapped at Deer for talking). I was supposed to work on my DBQ during 2nd block, but I was so bored I just doodled cats. We don't have to go to WIN anymore, which is really sad. I really liked walking Sage to her class, but I can't really anymore. I really hope I still get to talk to her more too. During lunch, I checked my phone and apparently my friend from my old school went on a field trip today. TO THE ZOO. I FRICKING LOVE THE ZOO UGH. Silly made a joke about taking me to an aquarium, and I was thinking about it all day. I love fish dude. And animals. And aquariums. And zoos.

Anyways, I asked the kid in front of me, I think I named him Walle, to play cards with me. I WAS SO BORED. We did eventually get to work on our project, but I was so bored today. LIKE EXTREMELY. I don't know why. My little head radio was so loud today because of how brain dead I was. I made hot cocoa in culinary today. Me and Silly were just cackling and laughing so hard during that class over super stupid things. The only thing I can remember is her squishing marshmellows in her hand. I laughed so hard I swear I was going to pass out. It was funny. She's funny, I love her.

I drew with Moon during the last 25 minutes of school. Besides culinary, Moon, card games, and the times I got to talk to Sage today was pretty boring. I did go home in a great mood though. I was super jolly. I finished my DBQ. And now I'm here. Anyways, it's time for me to sleep again.

I hope tomorrow is a snow day (it's storming horribly tonight, even though it's been super warm lately).

-R.

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