April 6, 2026

Woah it's been a while. I feel like I never really have anything to talk about on the weekends. The weekend I had sorta just led straight into my spring break. I don't exactly remember much, but I haven't had the motivation to really write anything.

But my days have been okay.

The last I remember is when Moon and Cat came over. They slept over at my house and it was fun. It was for Cat's birthday, which was on the 24th of March. Moon was visablly drained. like socially. I could tell. She looked quite tired lol. But I think she was okay, she had fun. Cat and I sorta got closer, I mean we got along before, but it was just sorta when you have those moments with people and you realize you click with them. That's how I felt like when I hung out with her. Moon had a headache at some point, and Cat and I decided to go on a walk. As we were walking we were sorta just yelling and laughing, acting like fools. It was fun. Out throats were so sore. We went to dollar tree and then McDonalds before going home. All night we were sorta just laughing and goofing off as Moon was just sorta chilling. That weekend was fun. We played a game, like the silent game. One of us was blindfolded and had to hunt the others. Marco pollo basically. But I had fun that weekend.

The week before break started was sorta a blur. I do remember trying to finish a 200 page book in like a day. I was reading 1984 for a project and literally only got to like page 50 before getting bored. I honestly was just planning to take a zero, but I decided I should read the book. I crunched it in a day, I had to play an audiobook because I would get bored. But anyway, I'm so glad I did. Part one was boring, but part two was so good. It made me so invested in all the characters and how they all perfectly represented different things and rebellion in their own way. It was so good. Part three was so brutal but it was so life changing. I felt like my brain gained a couple wrinkles and I feel enlightened. I can't believe I almost didn't read it. Anyway, I wrote my essay about the book and I ended up getting full points.

Spring break started and a lady my dad's talking to was tagging along with us as we were going down to the city. We got food, and then I got taken to my mom's house. She wasn't there, of course. For the next couple days I just hung out with my sisters. I mean I sorta had fun, playing games and such. I started Understale and Omori, and also played Papa's Freezeria for like hours straight. I also had plans to see people there. My days sorta blurred together in the city. I went out once with one of my friends, but I only stayed one night because my mom was just bitching and tripping at me. For whatever reason she would think I would be at someone else's place or lie to her. I dunno. She sorta just gets in my way like that. Even after I went home, I tried to go again but she was paying one of my sisters to just shadow me to my friend's house and stay there with me the whole time. And honestly I just hate that. She says I act like I'm homeless because I spend time at other people's house or just like a total bitch and prevent me from going anywhere. It's always like that too. She never really lets me out anywhere, and I hate living with her. She'd just argue with me and then act all sweet like she didn't say anything to me. I don't like her. She makes no sense and just gets on my nerves all the time. My original plans with people just fell through and just ruined my entire break. I just wanted to go home and go back to school. Everyone was driving me insane and I just wanted to see my friends again.

Anyways, I didn't really go home until Sunday (today is Monday). We ended staying at the lady's (the one my dad's talking to) house. Like, we spent a night there. Before I slept the lady was forcing her 18 year old daughter to come talk to me. Like, yelling and bitching at her to come talk to me. We talked and it was a little awkward at first, and then I mentioned her mom or something. And she just goes, "Ugh she is so evil" and then we just talked about her mom for like an hour. I talked about other people at my old school, and she talked about herself. I sorta saw myself in her, like the rebellious kid who goes against their shit mom. But I mean, she's a whole adult, I have no idea why her mom is so on her all the time. Like, give the girl a break. She was cool, I liked her. I mean, she seems like a quiet type until she's with her friends. Like, awkward at carrying conversation. But I mean, I have no problem with conversation so it was good for me. we talked for like 2 hours before she went to bed, it was like 1 in the morning. I went to sleep at 2 and my dad woke me up at 7AM to leave.

I went home after a long ride and grocery shopping. After I put all my stuff away I just slumped out. I fell asleep for like 2 to 4 hours. I don't even remember. I woke up, indulged in hobbies, and then procrastinated on my APUSH essay until it was like 12AM. I knew FOR SURE I didn't want to do it when I woke up the next day so I made sure I got it done before I went to sleep.

Today was a good day I think. It was a new term so I was bound to get a little lost, but that's okay. My classes now are public speaking, APUSH, college and career, and then team sports. For a lot of these classes, I don't have anyone I'm close friends with. Like, I mean there's someone I talk to (except my gym class) but not close with. It's mostly just Walle that's there. Public speaking isn't the greatest in the morning, T is also in that class but she's going to drop it. She's prone to fainting and isn't too physically strong and has bad anxiety. I feel bad for her, like not in a pity way though. Sorta like a motherly way. I hope she does drop that class, I'd rather that than her fainting. My gym class literally has no one I know. I ended up talking to one of Sage's friends because he's in my public speaking class too. The entire gym class I talked to him and this other senior girl...to which I don't know her name. But those two seem cool so it doesn't seem too bad. Hopefully I can become friends with them so I'm not in that class alone by myself.

APUSH was also pretty good today. Sage and I sorta just laughed in class. She was sorta dancing and I asked her what song is playing in her head. She said it's No Scrub and she just started singing it. My teacher also started singing it after a while and then he asked "What even is a scrub?" Sage was going to answer, and then I sorta just said "A scrub is a guy who can't get no love from me." And Sage just bursted out laughing. It was pretty funny. She did say that one was pretty good, so I'm pretty proud of it. She was also a little out of it, like she tried to say Abraham Lincoln but literally just made sounds. And she was also just sorta talking but not really lol. It's funny. She's quite a gal to be around.

Anyways, here's pictures I liked from the last couple weeks I wasn't writing. It's like a total photo dump. Don't judge me...