February 26, 2026

What a day today. I mean, it's Thursday so it's supposed to be a good day. Because all Thursdays are good days. And I hoped that was still the case today.

This morning was okay, I mean I had laughs and stuff and I was okay I think. I don't really know where I started to feel weird. I don't know when my mood changed. Maybe I couldn't make anyone laugh, or maybe I felt like I wasn't enough or something. But somewhere along the line I just started to get nervous. And then really really started to think things.

I just sorta felt like a screw up. Or maybe I didn't belong. I just felt this weird feeling that I didn't belong. Or that I'm not enough or maybe I should just go jump off a bridge.

Maybe I made too many mistakes, or suddenly I've become very annoying. Maybe I'm just a terrible person.

I sort of hate myself deep down.

But it's okay, because it's a Thursday.

-R.

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